slowly

i think i'm slowly learning to find my happiness in sydney

its still a shit dorm that i'm living in. its still WAY more fun in melbourne.

but i'm learning to appreciate tiny things. a meal with people is still something to be treasured, having a laugh with classmates will still make you happy.

my mum and dad went off to turkey and syria to retrace the footsteps of paul or some other disciple. and my mum decided to stop in dubai after that. I WANT TO TAKE A HOLIDAY. preferable to some exotic destination. i haven't gone on holiday for 1 and a half years now. and by holiday i mean not melbourne/sydney/singapore.

i just got off the phone with my parents, both in an unsually good mood (probably because of the nice holiday they had) and my mum suggested going to rome, great barrier reef or japan in september. YAY. BUT if i go rome, i want to have savings to splurge in milan, great barrier reef- i have to learn to dive first and japan, well, i don't speak japanese and i still want to have money to spend on those kawaii stationery and clothes. I NEED CASH.

i'll think about that when the time comes.

until then, i've got to STUDY. and think of ways to get the cash i need so badly.