one day at a time.

a bear of little brain

from one of the wisest characters i know:

“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together.. there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart.. I’ll always be with you.”

“This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”

“Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave.”

- winnie the pooh

i’m turning 19 tomorrow and i’m still quoting winnie the pooh. :D i don’t know what the next year will bring but i hope it’ll be a good year

runaway

i want so badly to run.
run away from this
run into nothingness

school work's pilling up
and i have officially no life
i just need to get through this whole pile of shit

hypothetical question:

if the next one month of your life had no consequences, what would you do?

shooting stars

the beginning of the end. the end. and then a new beginning. and then it repeats.

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now

-airplane
B.O.B

i could really use a wish right now

things to do: week 6

 

send off menu

finish off start OB case study

be happy

ASA function marketing- contact world vision and discuss with Astin

wish tommy a happy birthday!

study for Rooms division mid term exam

chiong carefully construct ENG essay plan

sort out my LIFE

tidy my room

talk to one stranger today

email mum my exam timetable

Construct survey for marketing

procrastinate all

of the above

 

AHAHAHAHA

found something:

"after we were dismissed i stayed back in the AIRCONDITIONED classroom and chatted with the guys. was quite an interesting convo. they told me that manching has 6 pacs. cheehow says it's almost 8 pacs already."

- zhoudynasty.blogspot.com (one of bill's dunman high classmates). Jan 03, 2007

AHAHA. i couldn’t stop laughing after i read this. all the elgin people can attest to the fact that as of 2010, those 6pecs have disappeared and formed the united nations.

on a more serious note, he once showed me a photo of him struggling with his st john’s team and his shirt was being held up. clearly defined 6 pec in that photo. i remember thinking to myself ‘how come i got the downgraded version?”

goingonpointes

i remembered while walking home why i chose the url for this blog

going on pointes

to go on pointe in ballet is to start using the block shoes, the one where you rest your weight on the very tip of your toes.

for me, after 9 years of doing ballet, pointe shoes was all that i could dream about. it marks a transition. its a sign that you're strong enough and willing to endure the pain. in life the equivalent would be the transition from child to adult, a slow process, painful.

and it seems that ever since i've started this blog, my life has kept on transforming. from an all girls' environment to a mixed JC, from singapore to melbourne, from melbourne to sydney, from studying to working, from friends to strangers and from strangers to confidants & close friends.

keeping turning the pages, i want to know what life will bring me.