problems and a bandotti

too difficult to care, yet too difficult to let go cause she still loves you

people have a lot of problems mann... i'm glad my life is relatively uncomplicated now and i have something to laugh about every day

anyway, called manda last night. she was still calling me a bandotti and a pishanaboo[which is just a made up word. its not tamil or whatever].

good luck for promos people! study hard ok???

yay

and i love you more than ever

GOT MY MBS BACK.

yay. except i spent 172 mb out of 700 mb already.
and that means i have 500 to last me through the rest of the month.

anyway, just got back from National Gallery of Victoria and they had the exhibtion on black stuff throughout the ages [from dresses to corsets to shawls], which was not the point of the hoi faculty taking us there but anyway, me and derk hua went to see that section after the hoi tour.

got my contact lenses!

one month passes by so quickly. :D

shopping <3

happy happy me, happy happy you. does anything else matter?

i'm taking derkhua's mbs to go spend... YAY

talking about spending, we went shopping today [me, cherm and kaii] :)
bought a hell lot of things. but most of them necessities... [or at least according to my judgement]
i haven't shopped since coming back to melbourne so don't judge...

movie: cassanova. not bad, quite funny in a witty way. waterhorse. typical nice ending sort of movie. 881. ok... touching i think. can't think of anything else that i watched recently.

i'm finished with hoi and psych essay, got lit and accounting left. RAWR. oh well. at least the worst is over. also i have:

eap debate- of which i'm opposition to the motion of gays should have equal rights and allowed to marry. not that i'm anti gay, its just that the pro-gay speakers parts were snapped up.

drama performance- of which i play a rich bimbo who the main guy tries to get money from...

to finish sorting out my life

i know you mean the best. but sometimes i'd rather you not care.

cleanliness and fire

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
& love doesn't expect anything in return

melissa's room is clean again. everyone was shocked at the transformation.

:D

so fun. wheee.

today there was a surprise fire drill during lit tut. so fun right? i mean trooping down outside to the cold blustering wind and shivering out there while we could have been slacking in the nice warm classroom cause THE TEACHER DID NOT COME.

and their fire drill is so lame. we moved at the speed of a glacier...

6.20 am

things i'm telling myself at 6.20 in the morning, halfway through an essay due in 2hours

1) Do NOT ever eat over your laptop. unless you want to invidually remove the keys to clean it.
2) Name your laptop, of the opposite sex. So that you can declare that you sleep with david every night for the fun of it. [kor named his alice. and daddy named his m-effer]
3) Buy indomie! [the best.]
4) Take free chopsticks and spoons whenever you can so that you don't have to wash your fork and spoon :D
5) Save your work![i know i should have learnt this long ago but yeah, i just lost 4 paras of my psych essay, which is the reason why i'm up. cause david decided to delete half of my work.
6) wake up early! its a nice feeling to be up again at 6. i miss it... been a long time since i considered getting up at 8 to be late. i still remember rushing for the school bus, pelting out of the house with my backpack unziped and one shoe and a sock on, clutching my p.e. attire in one hand and my breakfast in the other.
7) Do your essay!

as you can infer, i ate biscuits over david, had crumbs go in between the keys, took out the keys, felt hungry again, ate indomie using disposable utensils, all at 6 in the morning due to my uncompleted essay.

MY 100th blogpost! wow...

POOH!

iwishiwasn'tthatemotional&iwishididn'tcare.

OH. i received a very nice belated birthday present: a highly huggable stuffed pooh bear. :)

i love pooh! YAY! and the present was a total surprise, one of the few times i was truly really suprised by my present. cherm and kaii didn't say anything at all about it...

thank you :D totally made my day

again, the sad lack of bandwidth

laughing so hysterically. & it turned to wracking sobs.
funny how just a story can make you come completely undone

ihaverunoutofbandwidth

DAMMIT

i seem to be complaining about this far too often.

and yes, the time is correct, i'm awake at 6.15 in the morning. & HYPER!

hotels, chinese and my wish for the musketeers

for accounting we're supposed to write an essay on management of a business we want to set up.

my ambition for years has been to be a vet. until i realised that you need to study so damn long that you'll be middle aged before you can practice. but anyway, i'm studying commerce so that i can set up a hotel or work in one. i think people are really interesting so i don't mind seeing all sorts of people.

OH. i just had my first chinese song loaded into david *gasps*.HAHA. but yes i have. all those who know me back in singapore will know i'm totally anti chinese and that i failed chinese. heheh. but its a nice song and, yes, for all the skeptics, i do understand it.

reading claire's blog and she wrote a really good article on founders. and all of a sudden i'm missing singapore all over again. although i now have loved ones here and i feel contented here, i still miss home. MUSKETEERS: know that your other quarter is in melbourne and thinking of you and missing you very very much!

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you want to go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
and if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' 'til you find the window,
if it's cold outside,
show the world the warmth of your smile,
but more than anything, more than anything,

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
and you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and always give more then you take.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

psych

I'M CHEONGING PSYCH.

anyone believe me?

haha. the due date's on monday.

friends

when given an ultimatum, which friend do you choose? the one that needs you more or the one you want to help more?

relationships are never easy. friends are difficult to maintain, bgrs are even difficult-er and a relationship with God is even more so.

if only.

life's a bitch cause if it were easy, it'll be a slut- a very true quote

God, help me, grant me wisdom and tact to do the right thing.

adrienne's birthday

some hearts just get lucky some times

adrienne's birthday today! went to universal for dinner and the alcoholics ordered a bottle of Baileys. It tasted like really creamy coffee, the liquor didn't really taste like it was there. went to san churros after that. krystle and entzer were freaking high... sugar rush. whoots! quite fun actually.

just another ordinary miracle today

national day

FOR anyone can catch your eye but it takes someone special to capture your ♥

we suprised jia yang by throwing him a party at mycube, the games cafe, booked the entire top floor and camwhored like mad.

today was national day and i watched the live broadcast on the internet. the celebrations are getting worse and worse... seriously, no wonder marianne said it sucked... i'm so glad the celebrations during year i went was ok. i remember sitting beside manda [i don't know how this happened since we were in different classes] and being really enthralled by everything.

olympics are here and its quite funny that they[some of the guys] proposed betting on the cyclists today...

birthday wishes

& she couldn't be happier, warm, safe and contented. lying there in his arms, his fingers linked with hers.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOATPLUSGOAT!

jia yang! happy sexy 17th, may you continue being the funny, lovable person that you are and you HAVE to teach us how to do the M-legs[yours are the sexiest i know, even better than the show we watched!]! hope you liked your cake! loves!

oh. and BREAKING NEWS:

RU ANN SHOWED THE MIDDLE FINGER!

i kid you not... ru ann: welcome to the dark side! [the darkside's recruitment slogan: come to the dark side... we've got cookies. and whisky!]

its 080808 today and the olympics will start at 10 pm, melbourne time, we shall go watch at federation square! :)

psych

HAHA. people are so fun to experiment with...

you know the old trick of pointing at nothing in the sky and see if passerbys look up too? we did a variation of it in psych class: scream and duck.

we tried it out on 4 people. 2 kinda flinched and were a bit afraid i think.

new-ness

take a look at the ordinary. don't need to look for paradise

HAHA. i managed to kill someone!
YAY. oh dammit. the person's stilll alive.

oh well.
went to the mycube games cafe for cell supper[its like settlers cafe in s'pore, play board games and eat], had pumkin soup, not bad. cell's splitting permanently, just when i thought i could know them better.

talked to the new girl, kristy a bit. she's quite quick, she'll go far in life[i say this because she helped me attack wai hoe! verbally of course]...

its all too sweet to last.

its all too sweet to last.

i love saturdays. sleeping in :D

lazy lazy day. :D

forgive&forget?

for the wounds inflicted on our hearts make us who we are. and the scars are always there

recieved rachel's birthday card today :D thank you! i love me to you! and don't worry too much!

there's a lot of times when you should ask yourself wwjd in situations that you find difficult to be christlike. as God forgives, so must we... but it isn't easy. i hope that __ really learnt his lesson. i can forgive but i won't forget.