short messages

ah. i refuse to unpack

reminds me of a quote:'i wish my homework was asexual. so it'll do itself '

sadly me clothes ain't so open. they're decidedly stubborn and refuse to fold itself nicely into the cupboard.

anyway

thank you everyone in singapore who met up with me!

short messages:
+melia: milly! it was really good to see you and your smile! thanks for going along with all my crazy ideas. WE WILL EAT DOWN HOLLAND V.!
+amanda ang: don't be so blur can? i'm convinced one day you really will walk into a pole. anyway, don't be so stressed over homework and life ok?
+claire: claireaireywaireyfairy-when are you actually going to volutarily hug me?! on my deathbed is it? must i go and die first before you'll think of it? sigh. oh well. i'll complain to you on msn and then you can rant to me about h3 music...
+jiaen: don't get so tan and stop reminding me in every sms/letter to stay off drugs, alcohol and sex. thanks for sitting with me at holland v and just chatting. :)
+staaacey: stace! spastic as ever. i have nothing else to say to you cause it'll come out lame. apparently, that's the only language you speak in-lameness
+shri: STUDY! please for the love of god, study for your a levels and let me know your sat results soon ok? but first and foremost, study, study and study!!!
+kityeng: yay! glad i saw you and thanks ever so much for the photo you gave me, the bible verses you wrote on the back give me a lot of unexpected strength when i need it :)
+dejin: HAHA. all i have to say is you really love your og a lot huh? thanks for the meeting up and all the best!
+grace(bimbo): love you! and keep me updated on your life k? haha. all the best for your As and i'll see you soon enough.:)
+anne: yes, we shall consciously change together, and we really must get the catholic, the presbyterian and the methodist all together! it never fails to amaze me that we're good friends considering you used to confiscate my story books during chinese. bleh. haha. :)
+7jamers: thanks for meeting up! love you guys and i really cannot thank all of you enough for the scrapbook you guys gave me with all those messages inside. i look at it a lot and it really keeps me going and i always laugh at the photos! cousins forever! p.s. watchie: i love the bag!! :D
+grandauntie mary: you won't read this but still, thank you so so much for the dresses! :D i still think you should have a granddaughter/daughter to dress up
+lesley.sia: woman! haha. you're terrible at breakfast. i think i'll see you next time at lunch or something. glad to know you've gotten over your horror of fbts.
+sean.gwee: AHAHA. see lah. too late dear. all i can do is bang my head against a pole until it bleeds then maybe as my deathwish i'll ask for the wedding then maybe you'll come to your senses. but oh well. say hi to chrystal for me.
+lydia.squeak: sigh. why do i have to find out through FACEBOOK that lydia low and christopher tang are in a relationship(9 comments)??? anyway, as long as you're happy and yup :)
+whoever i missed out: i love you guys and all the best for uni/alevels [delete accordingly] and always remember i'm like an email away! :D

i love singapore. what the fcuk am i doing in australia?

unpacking

have you ever had those moments of 'omg! i have....'

mine was omg, i have too many clothes.
seriously, whoever said that a girl can't have too many clothes was so wrong.

the previous 2 sentences is not what i'd usually say. but trying to squash 2 boxes worth of clothes into a tiny tiny tiny closet kinda makes you realise maybe i should have left half a box at home. and bringing all those shoes ain't too good an idea...

i am really really at a loss as to how the previous occupant survived with a grand total of 6 hangers. i mean my previous room had like 50? i'll go down and see if the current occupant of my old room has some to spare.

sigh. i wish someone was here to help me unpack.

on a upside, ella's organised a get-together in town today so i'm going for it... only problem is how the heck i'm going to get back?!

20 days in singapore

today marks my last day in singapore.

i wish i didn't have to go back.
to that dratted place.

i think i learnt the meaning of 'home is where your heart is' from this trip.

home is not where majority of my clothes are or where i can get the best shopping or the city i'm most familiar with or the weather is best. because based on these conditions, singapore falls short.

i guess you only appreciate the beauty of home when you start to live overseas...

for you i will

emo post

like wow.

in icms when i tell people what i think of certain things, like proceedures or sex after marriage or how work comes before personal life, they'll shake their head and tell me i'll change my mind after i've experienced more of this world, or as i get older.

and then i think to myself that i've gone through what they can only imagine, that i've pretty much delt with life more than they have, although they're much older than me, be it the koreans, china-chinese, aussies. whatever nationality they are, they always assume i'm what i am on the surface, a childish crazy annoying kid who gives the bunny-peace sign with her fingers given half the chance and is fascinated by a lot of things, who likes being a kid and is still a kid who doesn't have to worry about much.

one side of me may be that but there's also the other side of me who has to deal with reality and the cards life has dealt me. maybe they aren't so bad as what other people have, i mean i still have a roof over my head and an overseas education but there's some things money can't buy or repair. it can't buy my parent's and grandparent's health back, it can't buy me my singaporean friends to sydney, it can't buy the time i've missed with my sisters, it can't buy me the albertians in melbourne, it can't buy bill from melbourne to sydney. it can't buy me so many things that i've missed out on.

my point being, people aren't what they are on the surface. and today was a reminder that people have gone through a lot, i met with a friend and she seems on the outside a typical nice, rich, sheltered kid. but today i found out a lot about her and i really admire her for being so strong.

so i will be strong, and i will make full use of my situation. of my family, friends, personal situations. i will be strong :)

whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks, i'll be right there waiting for you

term1

I PASSED TERM 1!

haha. whoohoo.
2 distinctions, 2 credit and 1 pass.
aiyah, who cares about the pass.

i passed!

haha.

anyway, so far i've been enjoying my holiday in singapore. running around like a mad dog to see people. : D
i love love love this vacation and my sister[marianne insisted i put this in]

SG

i'm back in sg.

really really busy these few days... i think i'm running around like a headless chicken. getting errands done, meeting friends and stuff. it seems like every part of my body has to be checked or something done to it.

oh well.
life has been ok.
and for that i'm grateful

i just can't help but think if you were here, it'll be perfect

wow.

new discovery:

my cursor in 'I' mode blinks to the rhythym of 'poker face'

that's how bored i am...

anyway, hmm. OH. really good fusion of 2 songs, on the piano and cello, love story and viva la vida: click here [youtube] and the dad is so cool! he arranged it for his daughter... :D

i got tired of waiting
wondering if you would ever come around
my faith in you was fading
and i said romeo save me
i've been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head?
i don't know what to think...

waichie! and 7jam

This is uber late but anyway, rachel was in sydney for her post Alevels holiday
YAY. she came all the way to see her darling dearest cousin right? WAICHIE?

i really enjoyed myself with her friends- xiangyi, annabel and EVIL [haha. no lah. it was debbie]
thank you for tolerating me and my nonsense!
and thank you waitchie for the idea notepad.[its damn cool. its for all my great ideas of all time. there's even a greatness scale and description place and stuff. i might have to get 10 of those things. i've already used up 5 sheets]

hmmm. what else was there... ah. too lazy.
go read rachel's blog although there's hardly a mention of me. HMPH.

happy birthday to 4 of the 9 jamers!
i had a GREAT IDEA. let you guys hear my idea. it ranks 8 on the greatness scale of my notepad
hopefully you guys will like it!

house

watch HOUSE M.D.!

i've been addicted to it for quite sometime. but this week's episode caused me to blog because of CHASE'S BACHELOR PARTY!

i'm totally organising one.

it was damn cool...

for the house following people, house organised chase's bachelor's party. COOL RIGHT? like there was vodka, bourbon and scotch flovoured ice-cream[totally going on my list of things to do: make alcoholic ice cream. haha. and feed it to my sisters. watch them get drunk.] AHAHA.
mental note to self: do it when mum is out
then. WILSON got drunk. and 13 licked a stripper while foreman was laughing. SEE. interesting right?
anyway, the shot thing with strippers is also quite cool. erm what happened is... M18 and considering certain people read my blog, i will refrain from saying exactly what happens. just go watch house season 5 ep 22.

i'm also addicted to the song that they played during chase's bachelor party. its quite club-ish. anyway, i downloaded it so you can ask me for it. as to legal or illegal, i'm not saying.

:)

today i had exams, crazy right? saturday also want to torture us. i have another one in a few hours time...
sigh. gotta go study for it.