happy birthday kaii and melia!

i got smashed in the face with whipped cream. [AGAIN!]

well, i guess i started it by smashing kaii but its her birthday!!! STUPID DADDY AND KOR. i swear i will KILL the both of you when i get my hands on another bottle of whipped cream.

i'm not making any sense am i? ok. this is what happened:

we blindfolded kaii and sang happy birthday to her. so she thought it was the cake in front of her when it was actually me holding a plate of whipped cream with hundreds and thousands sprinkled ontop. when she removed the blindfold, i smashed her face. and out of nowhere and not according to plan AT ALL, daddy and kor smash my face with another plate of whipped cream. to cut a long story short, all of us end up having whipped cream on our faces and clothes.

yes so anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAII. may you be more mature!

happy birthday to melia as well. hey! wow, we're all getting old, eh? hope you'll have a great birthday. you're one step closer to being able to drink and drive. though not at the same time. this is one of the few times that i'm not there to celebrate your birthday with you. i think only God knows how many birthdays we've celebrated. so many memories... miss you loads! love ya!

sigh, everyone's turning 17... i'm still 16. I'M NOT ANCIENT YET! HAHA.


have i done the right thing? i should feel better now that i've told you everything but instead there's this feeling, unfamiliar and strange. i don't know what to term it. i'm trying not to think about it... i just hope you're ok.